My situation at the moment: feel like crap, I’m trying to get controlled drugs without prescription such as Ritalin, Phentermine, Phendimetrazie or stuff like that. Of course in my country these drugs are banned. I have candida and I’m quite sure the guy I go out with doesn’t even think to try the next step in our relationship and make things more serious. He just wants to fuck me and go out with his friends. Last but not least I relapsed yesterday. I cut my skin. But hey who cares? Nobody! So why should I?
im such a fuckign jealous asshole i pretend like i dont care but i care so much im gonna explode
I’m about to start going to the gym again. I personally think if you’re attempting your second time while your first was a fucked up mess you should get some cheering…like people should scream your name, a sparkling rain of light as you step outside or something
Hey! You’re welcome! Nice blog ^.^
I made a tiny attempt yesterday in order to explain him it wasn’t a good day at all cause of depression hittin really hard on me.
He laughed and made jokes about it..
This is really too much to handle alone…I give up.